sooo one month and 3 days...and what do i pull??

just my luck.. i take 4 days off to get my back into order... get a damn massage this morning and not an oooo ahhhhhh massage.. a  hey you got a knot let me get that out for you massage.... so i go walking tonight.. determined to go the whole way... i turn the 4th corner and what... yup.. pulled something in my calf... WTF!?!?! seriously.... so i have stretched it out.... its been rubbed out.... we will see how tomorrow goes... i am pissed off..i really wanted to do the full 3 miles... today and every day til the race... so pissed i want to cry...... im starting to want this more and more.... not for the weight loss or toning.. but because i want it!!!! i want to start.. i want to finish strong.. i want to prove i can do it not to anyone else but me and i want to do it more than just this one race!!!!!!!! #$%$#^$%&%%^*%^*&%* im mad!!!! *stomps foot*

so anyway... todays numbers
1.13 miles
19.15 minutes
16.21 per mile
184 calories

and i am still mad.. the numbers are good....43 minutes give or take for the entire thing.... but like i said... pissed.....

so im gonna take my pissy self and go do homework.... pfffttttt